Today i saw M in a whole new light. It was a good day, to say the least.
Untill a spider lowered from the roof of the car right in front of my face, i was paralized with fear, lucky for me i didnt feel like such an ass beucase M dosent like spiders either.
B is still trying to rub it in my face that him and V are together. he says he dislikes my blogs to Bec, i think its only for the simple reason that they are honest and he has a serious allergy to honesty.
Bec and I went on a walk today, we always end up trash talking when we walk, i realized that i pretty much love it. we talked a lot about B. I'm scared that once all of this is over and done with, and im completly 100% moved on and over it all, that he will reappear in my life and make me question how i feel.
Poor V. i wish i could tell her... i guess she will find out the hard way, its always the same. Im really upset that im losing friends over this, losing people i love. me and cvanO used to talk and be buds, but now im not able to have that friendship due to this big mess and lies. because thats all this is. B has been trying to cover his ass by putting mine on the line.
allow me to come clean.
i dated M, yes. after me and B broke up! we hung out, he took me out for supper a few times, and i bought ice cream once. but never once was i unfaithful to B. and with all the honesty i have been throwing around, do you think i would lie about this? i loved B. he was not only my best friend, but someone i trusted for one year, and he ruined that becuase he wanted to fuck his ex. thats the truth!
one time i asked him if it was good... to which he responded "we were dating for 3 years.. so we knew each other like the back of our hands.." i quickly answered " good, beacuse i would hate to think it was a waste of time"
Ive really hurt B's ego, the one that he thinks the world revoles around. i am able to make it without him. and its killing him. he's hurt becuase he knows that i am everything he wants and needs. i was his crutch when him and "the ex" broke up, and i am no longer there, i will watch him fall again, and again, but this time, i will glady step on his hands.
in other news..
I saw D today. me and M stopped by the house for a little bit to see what was up. shes looking beautiful, still. and her grad pictures are stunning. im jealous.
Untill a spider lowered from the roof of the car right in front of my face, i was paralized with fear, lucky for me i didnt feel like such an ass beucase M dosent like spiders either.
B is still trying to rub it in my face that him and V are together. he says he dislikes my blogs to Bec, i think its only for the simple reason that they are honest and he has a serious allergy to honesty.
Bec and I went on a walk today, we always end up trash talking when we walk, i realized that i pretty much love it. we talked a lot about B. I'm scared that once all of this is over and done with, and im completly 100% moved on and over it all, that he will reappear in my life and make me question how i feel.
Poor V. i wish i could tell her... i guess she will find out the hard way, its always the same. Im really upset that im losing friends over this, losing people i love. me and cvanO used to talk and be buds, but now im not able to have that friendship due to this big mess and lies. because thats all this is. B has been trying to cover his ass by putting mine on the line.
allow me to come clean.
i dated M, yes. after me and B broke up! we hung out, he took me out for supper a few times, and i bought ice cream once. but never once was i unfaithful to B. and with all the honesty i have been throwing around, do you think i would lie about this? i loved B. he was not only my best friend, but someone i trusted for one year, and he ruined that becuase he wanted to fuck his ex. thats the truth!
one time i asked him if it was good... to which he responded "we were dating for 3 years.. so we knew each other like the back of our hands.." i quickly answered " good, beacuse i would hate to think it was a waste of time"
Ive really hurt B's ego, the one that he thinks the world revoles around. i am able to make it without him. and its killing him. he's hurt becuase he knows that i am everything he wants and needs. i was his crutch when him and "the ex" broke up, and i am no longer there, i will watch him fall again, and again, but this time, i will glady step on his hands.
in other news..
I saw D today. me and M stopped by the house for a little bit to see what was up. shes looking beautiful, still. and her grad pictures are stunning. im jealous.
posted by Candace at 9:15 PM
2 Comments:
nice to see you have way too much time on your hands and everything i have heard about you is true, and then some.
you are honestly one of the most immature people i have ever heard tell of.
why dont you do what normal, respectful people do, and simply move on like "B" has.
Posting things about people you dont know is extremly retarded too.
you will get whats coming to you, karma is a bitch, but obviously not as big of a bitch as you.
Thanks for the comment.
dont like it.
dont read it.
kthx.
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