I got out of the tub tonight "my god, youve lost weight" is the first thing my mom said to me. Good.
Someones noticed.
ive managed to strip off 10 pounds without anyone noticing untill now.
I havnt noticed, i look in the mirror and pinch whats hanging off my bones and manage to hate myself more and more each time, its a girl thing, im sure. but i just do it and think "god whats wrong with you?! like its hard to lose 20 pounds. its not. people do it all the time. youre fat today"
its not true. im not fat. i know im not, but i think it. and i pinch my fat. always.